This is not the time to be sad.
Actually I'm happy, really happy, very happy.
I'm praying to God: I don't need anything else.
This is exactly the life I want.
I can give up everything to continue this moment. 
Traveling, movie, eating, tv, music, shopping..........
Nothing can substitute it.
There isn't even a single clue to explain why I love it like this.
Just being here is the most amazing thing in my life, ever. 
After five months, still, I cannot help crying even when thinking about leaving.
But, here's the moment to leave.
And this time will be a real leaving, forever......
However, every single thing here, everything single person
esp. my dearest friends will be always on my mind, always.
How lucky I am.....
just being here.